So I’ll be focusing more on my circus fire spinning journey .. (OnlyFans)

So I’ll be focusing more on my circus fire spinning journey on the ground instead of getting in the air. I need to strengthen my muscles on the ground. 
I’m not recovered where I need to be. 

The first month of recovery my stitches opened up on the left side. I was a little too independent when I shouldn’t have been. 

Well this April I was helping a friend move and that spot split open a little bit, so fucking weird, my left side looks so different compared to my right side. :/ I should’ve just been watched a bit more heavily and told fucking no a bit more but that’s on my dumbass.. 
bleh. LMAO. I didn’t want to be taken care of tho. I’m so stubborn… 🤣

But that’s okay. I have this thing where I think I’m getting too old and that if I take a bit more time off I’ll be too old to be a good aerialist. It’s so ridiculous LMAO IM A RIDICULOUS HUMAN GUYS 🤣 I’m constantly putting myself down for needing to heal longer.