Some of my content is so stupid, I feel like I need to post .. (OnlyFans)

Some of my content is so stupid, I feel like I need to post it before I pass. 

Part 2 

(This is the year we try to go from mentally ill 2 mentally chill. )
(Anyways, I’m surprised crush 2 handled as much as he did and he doesn’t have to or need to. He deserves more and better. I want to go to the games shop to chill, paint and play a card game or 2, maybe even dungeons and dragons one day, but crush 1 won’t let me cuz he thinks I’m ch🐓king his chicken every second I’m there. Anyways, all of this is dumb but if the roles were switched I would be upsetti spaghetti, too. I just wish he never went through my phone and gained private insight that hurt him.) but he checked out a long time ago and we never established we were official so I feel like I should be respected with my choice of friends, privacy of phone and relationships. It’s all a bit much and crush 1 was harassing crush 2 and I am staying away so it all stops. It’s a lot for me to deal with and think about and a lot of pressure. I want to focus on work and live my best life. 

He is right in the video but he didn’t help out 3 years ago so I’m a bit annoyed that he’s trying now. Not sure if I should be such a jerk since he’s all I have left rn. I don’t have it in me to kick him out until at least end of semester cuz he says he’s unhappy about the situation, too. But all of a sudden his love gates have opened since discovering crush 2. I do need help, support and love but I’m getting pulled in different directions while my mental plate is already very full. He’s not wrong. And I was managing myself 
And I slipped off after I grew so big and started spiraling quietly in solitary cuz of my ex husband. 

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