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Heey🖤 There's about to be some pretty head-loading text on my smoking history. And it's in a post with sexy naked pics... yeah, my style.

I started smoking 5 years ago. My first cigarette was smoked for a typical and stupid reason: i thought smoking a cigarette was aesthetic and mysterious. 

But with the next cigarette I realized that it helped me cope with the increased anxiety I have. It’s one of the many manifestations of my mental illness. It turned into a good old nicotine addiction. 

Yes, it’s absolutely wrong that I smoke cigarettes to feel better, but I don't want to quit smoking. At least not yet, I haven't come to that point and smoking doesn't interfere with my life (apart from ruining my physical health, but anyway so). 

Plus, I genuinely like the content with the cigarette, smoking a cigarette... It can be made truly beautiful. And also nicotine has already become a part of me.

Anyway, I've said everything I wanted to say. Thank u🖤

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