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Fuck. Cannot even begin to tell you how frustrated i feel today. 
Day 3 no orgasms. When i said i was excited for locktober, i didn’t realise i would be playing along (i may as well be in chastity myself) 
I Havnt been this long without an orgasm since i squeezed a melon sized crotch goblin out of it all those years ago (before the idea of a ruined cunt was attractive to me) 
My usual go to when i have family staying, or when im away visiting, is to get myself off in the shower. This usually does the trick, theres always some sort of body wash or body care tool that i can use to sit on, and of course the electric toothbrush is every girls first vibrator, and to this day still beats any of the sex intended power tools i own. 
But Im in a new house, with a tiny hot water cylinder, and 3 extra girls staying. Safe to say that showering can only be for getting clean. 
My bedroom is sleeping 4 and the lounge is next to both of them, so late night plays are too risky as well. The most ive been able to do is grind a little on a stump at the beach today (sunshine on my tits always gets me wild) and my partner isn’t staying the night so that theres room for my family, (bless him) but still hanging out with us until bedtime, so i have the added struggle of having to look at his arse but not be able to touch. I purchased a remote control vibrating butt plug and he has been given instructions to use this every evening while gooning to sissy hypno. I know that he’s doing his homework, and I’m very proud, but i would much prefer to be there holding the control and teasing him myself. I have his key added to my keyring, just a small token, his idea. It feels funny having it in plain sight, yet disguised, noone here visiting has any idea the things we get up to in our private time. I love it. The idea that anyone you see walking down the street, no matter how normal looking, could be hiding the most wild fantasies, and fetishes, and getting up to all sorts of weird an wonderful things behind closed doors (or not 😉) 
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